Who am I

I have been deceived by the one person that I thought couldn't deceive me, and that person is myself. For almost 21 years of my life, I have felt like I've been searching for who I am, but instead try to be whatever other people want me to be.

I could tell you my favorite colors, food, quotes and all of that, but what I am trying to find is my gospel truth, the one thing that is going to turn my insecurity around. I thought that I found it, but now I'm not satsified. Maybe I will never be happy with who I am, maybe it isn't meant to be, but I am tired of not thinking I'm important or that I'm not valuable.

This isn't fake or a meme that I found on some website, this is Victoria coming to you, in my truest, most honest form.

Who am I to you? Yvonne, do you still not like me because you still see me as deceitful and manipulative? Who am I to you?

Cody?
Karen?
Kat?
Katelyn?
Anyone?

2005-09-20 [10:52 p.m.]

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I am.....
the one bouncing around the padded walls. My name is not nessessary for you to know. I am patient #05091106.

I love
those little red pills they give me...William....Sarah and getting lime jello for desert.

I hate
shots, crabs and spiders. And there all here.......ACK!!!

PSD from insane-intentions